back to square one

so yes, i haven't been writing lately. most of the reason always go back to being always knock-out tired from my (voluntary) work at the hospital. lately, a lot of volunteers like me are cutting off on hours of work because of too much workload and maybe personal reasons i honestly don't know. so we are left almost always under staff. and part of the reason is, i am always procrastinating to write only because i think that you know, this blog doesn't go anywhere anyway so yeah, maybe it can still wait for another day.

but i got to admit that i miss the ticking sound the keyboard makes when i try to type as fast as possible so as not to lose my train of thought. i also missed my finger reflex trying to reach on those letters for the words to completely make sense. in short, i'm a nerd in this lil kinda way so i just have to pen (or type) these thoughts.

this weekend, i went to jp's house and i caught tita ella (jp's mom) unboxing a balikbayan box full of her christmas decors. it's a day after all saint's and i was surprised to realize how the holiday season is coming up sooo fast. less than 60 days and it's falalala la lala la la! 💃💃💃 wow! we are almost to the end of 2012 and it's making me a lil bit emotional. for the record, a lot has happened this year and i don't want to make the end of it come so fast. i still wanted to accomplish more. on the other hand, i am also excited for a brand new year, whatever it has to offer.

so just before the year ends, i am looking forward to 2 things.

first, this december me and jp will have our 1st anniversary of being together. it won't be much cos he has work and i probably has to. but it's a big step for me cos before him my longest relationship was just 9 months max. so i know you don't care, but just let me. hahaha and by the way, we don't do monthsaries altogether so we really don't how to do this thing. but looking at how friends actually do their monthsaries and all, i think celebrations are best spent just being together and eating out together (which by the way we do best), so we'll get through it for sure. haha

second, and probably as important. my sister honey is expecting. hopefully before the the year ends or if the baby come's out 2 weeks later than expected, by new year i will be an aunt! yeyyy! this one also got me excited because i have always been lucky to be loved by my aunts. my aunties are the best in the world. and since it's my turn to be one, i want to do it right. 

i know you guys are also looking forward to a brand new year but just as how important it is to start the year right, ending this year right is as valuable. i hope that we all are giddy and wishful for happy things   for the coming holidays.

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♡jas